August 18, 2010---This is the day he turned 22 (23 in Korean age). I looked back at my old posts and found the entry i made a year ago. In there, i wrote my "corny" letter to him, despite the fact that he won't be able to understand and read it. Today, i decided to do the same thing i did a year ago.

Dear Baby Hammer,

This is me again, one of your die-hard fan from somewhere miles away, wishing you a very happy birthday. Sana, ngayong taon na to, mas marami ka pang blessings na matanggap; sana mas dadami pa yung taong magmamahal sayo; at sana kokonti na lang yung intrigi na ibabato sa yo.

Sa 22 years of living mo sa planetang ito, you have proved to a lot of people how awesome you are. Naging hit-maker ka sa batang edad mo dahil sa husay mong mag compose, produce at magpasikat ng kanta. Ang galing mo ding leader sa members ng group mo. Dahil doon, marami ang gumalang at namangha sa yo. Wish ko lang, sana kahit mataas na ang narating mo, panatilihin mong stay foot sa groud pa rin yung mga paa mo. Di kasi bagay sa yo ang maging mayabang eh. Continue to be good to all people kahit na minsan, inaaway ka nila. Ika nga nila, kung batuhin ka ng bato, batuhin mo ng tinapay. Pag inaway ka nila ng mga walang kwentang intriga, batuhin mo lang sila ng kabaitan at kagalingan mo. Show to them that they can't pull you down. Syempre, andito naman kami para suportahan ka. Basta, fighting lang ng fighting--wag kang susuko at maging strong lang sa hamon ng buhay.

Uhmm this week lang, 3 days ago ata, nabalitaan kong may idini-date ka daw na isang modelo. Tapos itinanggi ni YG kasi di naman daw totoo yun. In fact, the girl is friends with not only you, but also with the rest of the group nga daw eh. Whatever the truth is, i just want you to know na i will will continue to support you kahit ano man ang decision mo. If you wanna date someone na, then go! Di naman ako ang may hawak ng buhay mo diba. However, i'm sorry kasi i can't help myself being depressed and trashy about it. When i heard about the news nga, i cried a little. Tapos everytime naaalala ko yung about dun, kahit may word na from YG na di kayo ngade date, i still feel sad and parang naiiyak pa rin ako. Pero wag kang mag alala, di naman ako magiging katulad ng ibang fans jan na magiging brutal na dahil dun eh. Siguro i just need some more time para mag mature para matanggap yun.

Wala na akong masabi, basta i'm very thankful sayo dahil sa music na ibinahagi mo sa amin na fans mo. I'm hankful because you were able to inspire me, enlighten me, and make me feel happy with just your music. Salamat dahil...gusto ko lang magpasalamat :).

As a summary sa lahat ng sinabi ko, i just want you to know na kahit wala pa akong lightsticks, VIP card/ID,tshirts and other mechandise; kahit di pa ako nakapanood ng concert mo, nakapunta s fanmeeting mo o kahit makita ka man lang ng personal, I WILL ALWAYS BE YOUR VIP, na handang damayan ka sa saya at lungkot mo. Mahal kita eh ^__^

Always and forever,
EllenMarie

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