That was the message sent by a fan to him on his me2day right after he was seen in tears during his 'Heartbreaker' performance at SBS Gayo Daejun last 29th December.
I honestly didn't notice his tear stained cheeks because i was so mesmerized by his performance. Although I didn't like his bowl cut hair style and his checkered skinny jeans/ tights, I have to say his performance was awesome like always. However, why would he cry that night? After i have read the news on allkpop i told myself, I shouldv'e been more keen that night.

Being his die-hard fan [or wifey XP], it hurts seeing him cry. Even his boss, YG, didn't know the reason why. If this was only part of his concept about the song, then that's a relief. But if it involves the issues and controversies thrown at him, then that's a heartache. But whatever it is, i hope he's doing and feeling fine now. I wanna see him smile and act like the dorky jiyong i've always like. I'm sure VIPs also hope for that.

No matter what happens, #iSupportGD all the way. And like what was posted on his me2day, VIPs will protect him forever. GDRAGON/ KWON JIYONG HWAITING!

Before i discuss what happened during this day, i will first give and intro about the MIAKAJELMAP. The name was formed by combining the first letters of our first name. It is composed of Mae Ann, Issah, Aura, Kathy, Analee, Jane, Ellen (me), Leizly, Mark, Ayessa, and Precious. Ne, we only have one guy in our group and we love him so much..haha he's actually the group's maknae ^___^

We were formed because we were lunch time budies way back in high school. During lunch break, we would form a big circle inside our classroom with the use of chairs and eat together. Then after eating our meal, we would go to the canteen and spend the rest of the lunch break period messing up the little kiosk under the mango tree. Then after our classes or during dismissal time, we would still hang out a bit at school and play childish games like 'doctor quak' and 'hello mickey mouse'. Our class salututorian said he wanted to be in the groupd. His name was Michael aka Mac-mac but we call him Simoun (pronounced as Si-mu-on; the character from Noli Me Tang Ere), because he also join our group during our lunch sessions. However, we did not include him because he already belongs to the Spiders group and because we just don't want him to be part of us.. haha..yeah, we're meanies! lols..

So now, i should start with discussing how that day became super fun and memorable. ^____^
The group's arrival was from 4pm- 6pm. Ayessa was the last one to arrive with Analee because she was still waiting for mer mom to arrive from work. Then at past 7pm, we ate dinner which Dodang (he's a gay family friend who lived with us months ago) and i prepared.

During the dinner time, we were so noisy. We laughed, took pictures and joked with each other. It was like the old high school days, were we ate lunch together and enjoyed each other's company.

We didn't really sleep in our house, instead we slept at my aunt's house which i partly lie sometimes. It was because our house wasn't big enough to fit us all..haha.. Before we went there, we stopped first to the plaza and took pictures. Good thing my appa arrived after i texted him where we were; he drove us all to my aunt's house with our car.

That night, we shared our love life secrets. I didn't expect that one of my friends knew some of my secrets. It's all thanks to my stupid ex. Aigoo~i hate him more now. That session lasted for hours since some of us had a lot to share. During the sharing, we ate ice cream and some chips. [lols, when you're with MIAKAJELMAP, expect that food is always present XD]

After that, the plan was to watch movies, however we didn't find any good movies to watch. So we continued to talk and talk until we grew tired and sleepy. I slept at past 3am; i don't know for the others. Mae Ann slept beside me and since she's chubby, she bacame my human pillow. I kept on teasing her that night that she's better called as marshmallow, i even sang to her. Lols. The next day, we woke up at 6am..haha only a few hours of sleep. We had breakfast there and after we fix ourselves, they left. But before they really left, we first went to visit Catherene and said 'hellos'.

Then after that, they finally left. It was a super fun day and it was trully memorable. We plan to have it again in the future, but by that time we should really be complete coz i'll hunt down whoever is absent. Hehehe...

That's all.. Happy New Year <3

While waiting for foods na dadalhin namin ^__^
Ate Jovelyn looking away..haha