"Ellen is a Medieval English form of Helen. Helen originates in Greek language and means "torch of light". In Greek mythology, Helen is a famous figure, known as Helen of Troy. She was a daughter of Zeus, described as a beautiful woman. Her abduction by Paris triggered off a series of events which finally ended in the Trojan War. In Christianity, Saint Helena is the one who found the relics of the True Cross upon which Jesus was crucified. Throughout centuries, Helen has been one of the most popular feminine given names."

ORIGIN:Greek

PRONUNCIATION:EL-ən

MEANING:Torch of ligh

Annyeong!I go by the name of Ellen Marie (엘렌). Im a Filipina, born and raised in the Philippines. Im currently living and working in Al Ain, Abu Dhabi, UAE. Im a crazy kpop-fanatic, Blackjack and VIP (according to my brother) and im kind of obsessed with G-Dragon.

It's almost 2 weeks now since The Guy and i talked and i terribly miss him. I dont know why suddenly he's no longer sending me any message in kakao, we chat or through sms. His last message was before my birthday telling me he's sorry he wasnt able to reply to my sms. Im worried he's forgotten me or thought we weren't good together. It feels like it's the same as my last relationship with someone---just before we turned one month he dumped me. Shuhada~

My friend told me i shouldnt bother communicating with him first. That i should let him be the first to talk to me. But yesterday i cant help it, i sent him a message but still, i got nothing. I hope this doesnt continue forever, because really..gaseum appa TT.TT