Jay left Korea and went back to Seattle a few days ago.
I still feel sad and hurt about this news although a few days has passed already. Seeing Jay and the Hottest in tears brings tears to my eyes as well. I still can't believe those stupid Netizens caused such a big mess which ended up the destruction of someone's dreams and worse, life. Yeah, he is finally home with his family and friends; but I know his heart is still in Korea.

GDragon likes Sulli of f(x)
When i read this news in Allkpop, I was like this:

"I had the same feeling when I first read the infos about Jinah and when I first got the information that he has a major crush on Aoi. *I think i'm going crazy TT.TT*"

Days ago before the news came out, my twin, Vee, left a comment on my 411.

"HELLO HELLO MY TWIN!
GUESS WAT ?
WE HAVE ANOTHER NEW TWIN!!!!!!!
SULLI FROM the korean group f(x)
shes born on the 29.march.1993 tho D:
ISHT THAT FUNNY?
sowiesh im being lame bahahhaha"

After I read it, I immediately replied to her 411 coz I was glad that the twin she is talking about is from the group that i'm starting to like. Then my reply to her was:

TWIN!!!long time no talk here on 411^^
oh really?! i didnt know that..
i was soo focused on Amber *cuz uhmm you know, she looks so handsome..haha*
anyweiz....that's soo cool..and yeah funny^^
YAY~for all our twins..lols

I was happy about her (Sulli) and I even thought of starting to like her more then Amber. But after reading the news, asdfsg!!!IDK!!! I'm not saying I hate her now and I'm not gonna start bashing her. Actually, I don't really know how I feel towards her; all I know is that I am hurt and confused at why girls like her are Jiyong's type.

However, if I'm gonna be optimistic about it, I would say that I'm part of Jiyong's ideal types. LOLERZ!!! Ambitious, you may say! But let's connect the dots, shall we? Sulli and I have similarities. The first obvious one is that we were born on the same day. Next is that she is bubbly and some people say I am too.

But but but..argh!!!!I can't say more..so i guess i'll just end my post here. ^____^

2009.08.30---------->>>>GDRAGON's First Solo Debut Stage at SBS INKIGAYO

I turned on my TVAnts since 10:00 AM cause I don't like it when TVAnts take forever to buffer; it pisses me off. But, I set the volume to mute so i could be able to "youtube" while waiting for the time. (BTW, Inkigayo starts at 4:00pm KTS and 3:00pm for PhilTime). While waiting, I read fanfics, did my homework in Art App, did the laundry *ha! only my scrub suits though coz i got too lazy*, watched ASAP, watched random vids on YT, replied on my 411 posts and facebook posts; and took a nap.

2:50pm striked; I was hyperventilating and all I wanna do is scream JIYONG's name *but that would make our neighbors think I'm some kind of psycho, ne?! (but i already am)*. I already finished about four or five fanfics so my eyes sore at that moment, but I don't care coz I'm psyched to see GD perform. Then the time finally came, SBS INKIGAYO with Taekyeon, Wooyoung , and some girl i don't know who as the MCs. I wanna jump up and down the bed cause I was sooooo excited and thrilled, but at that time, my aunt arrived and I'm pretty sure she wouldn't want her bed ruined by a psycho girl, so i controlled myself and kept my feelings inside.

I endured all the other Kpop artists as they performed first before my baby does. I only enjoyed the few performances like Kara's Wanna and 2ne1's I don't care Unplugged Version (and speaking of which, dayum, I must say this is the best version I've heard so far. It reminds me of Bob Marley's songs with it's rhythm and tempo), so I was practically a little bit bored. The after that, the MCs said some stuffs but what caught my attention was when Wooyoung and the girl said "G-du-ra-gon", OMFG!!!! I thought he was gonna perform next so I got super duper excited *i almost peed my pants...disgusting, i know!*. But my hopes turned down, thanks to BEG's Abacadabra. Honestly, *no offense to those who like them*, i never liked their dance routine. They look like they're dirty dancing each other and dayum, that's not good. But anyways, after their 3 minute performance, I know it was already the right time.

The sight of the coolest apple in the world revolving at the center of the stage made my tears fall. I was searching for Bong but i didn't see him. I had the idea he was inside the apple but i never imagined he would come out like that. How did he come out? Watch from the video i inserted below and be amazed at how cool and genius my hubby is ^_______^. "OMFG," that was what in my mind during his performance. It was unbelievably awesome and dayum, he made my heart pump blood a little bit faster that the normal. My tears fell while i was watching him flirt on stage *lols*. He grabbed every audience's attention and I'm sure he's very proud of himself. I only feel a little bit sad that he has to face some issues regarding his compositions and others but i'm glad he didn't let it affect him.

I thought his performance would end up by the time he finished singing Heartbreaker; but the I saw him lying on the bed with his polka dots pats, dang I only wish i was lying beside him *LMFAO*. He performed "Breathe" next and OMG, I almost stopped breathing at that moment. I don't like his outfit though, he looks like a little boy who stole a lollipop from a candy stall especially with his cap tilted to the side *LOLS* Only scene i didn't like there was when he layed on the floor and flirted with one of the dancers. TT.TT Although that was only part of the dance, it still torn my heart apart. I wish i was part of YG's dance crew. *sigh*

Oh dayum, why does this guy has this effect on me? I swear Kibum didn't make me go loka and psycho when I was still uber obsessed with him. GD, although he might not be good looking, smart, and talented in other people's eyes *especially to those few people i know*, for me he's almost perfect. I may be abnormally obsessed with this guy, but i don't care. Often times when i feel sad, I only listen or watch his old vids and songs and the sadness slowly disappear. I know I'm crazy for him but again, I don't care. I'm proud i am behaving like this for this guy and i'm sure i'm not the only one with this kind of behavior. Dragonians are everywhere and all together, we will be proud and will always be ready to protect this guy.........KWON JIYONG.

HeartBreaker Performance 2009.08.30 SBS INKIGAYO


Breath Performance 2009.08.30 SBS INKIGAYO


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