Jay left Korea and went back to Seattle a few days ago.
I still feel sad and hurt about this news although a few days has passed already. Seeing Jay and the Hottest in tears brings tears to my eyes as well. I still can't believe those stupid Netizens caused such a big mess which ended up the destruction of someone's dreams and worse, life. Yeah, he is finally home with his family and friends; but I know his heart is still in Korea.

GDragon likes Sulli of f(x)
When i read this news in Allkpop, I was like this:

"I had the same feeling when I first read the infos about Jinah and when I first got the information that he has a major crush on Aoi. *I think i'm going crazy TT.TT*"

Days ago before the news came out, my twin, Vee, left a comment on my 411.

"HELLO HELLO MY TWIN!
GUESS WAT ?
WE HAVE ANOTHER NEW TWIN!!!!!!!
SULLI FROM the korean group f(x)
shes born on the 29.march.1993 tho D:
ISHT THAT FUNNY?
sowiesh im being lame bahahhaha"

After I read it, I immediately replied to her 411 coz I was glad that the twin she is talking about is from the group that i'm starting to like. Then my reply to her was:

TWIN!!!long time no talk here on 411^^
oh really?! i didnt know that..
i was soo focused on Amber *cuz uhmm you know, she looks so handsome..haha*
anyweiz....that's soo cool..and yeah funny^^
YAY~for all our twins..lols

I was happy about her (Sulli) and I even thought of starting to like her more then Amber. But after reading the news, asdfsg!!!IDK!!! I'm not saying I hate her now and I'm not gonna start bashing her. Actually, I don't really know how I feel towards her; all I know is that I am hurt and confused at why girls like her are Jiyong's type.

However, if I'm gonna be optimistic about it, I would say that I'm part of Jiyong's ideal types. LOLERZ!!! Ambitious, you may say! But let's connect the dots, shall we? Sulli and I have similarities. The first obvious one is that we were born on the same day. Next is that she is bubbly and some people say I am too.

But but but..argh!!!!I can't say more..so i guess i'll just end my post here. ^____^

Yesterday, 2PM's LEADJA, Park Jaebum, shocked the world with his statement that he is quitting 2PM TT.TT. Because of that, many HOTTEST and non-HOTTEST all over the world, shed tears *and that includes myaaah~!!* The heartbreaking news didn't stop their, because a few hours after, he released another statement which brought even more tears to our eyes--------he is leaving Korea and will be going back to Seattle TTTTTTT.TTTTTT.

I felt so hurt when i read all the news about him on ALLKPOP, ONETWODAY FORUM, SOOMPI, FACEBOOK,TWITTER etc. Everything started with the myspace comment he made years ago (2005..darn that was a looooooooooong time ago...i can't even remember what significant events happened that year, except my graduation day in highschool).

I can't believe some Netizens
...would be that low to dig something buried years ago just to create a ruckus;
...would have BIG STUPID guts to say that Jay should be kicked out of Korea (darn them, do they own the whole land of Korea?!?!They're not the president to kick out a person like that, gawd damn them!!!!);
...would be soo cruel to suggest Jay to commit suicide;
...would be so heartless that they didn't even feel guilty destroying someone's dream. I can't say more.....

I JUST CAN'T BELIEVE THEM TT.TT *SHAME ON THOSE PEOPLE WHO HURT US, ESPECIALLY JAY!!!! I HOPE THEIR CONSCIENCE WOULD KILL THEM!!!!*

2PM may not be my number one KPOP Boy Group choice but I consider it as one of my favorites; so hearing and knowing these stuffs breaks my heart into million pieces. Jay isn't even my favorite member but it still affects me so much. I just hope and pray this shit ends soon so he can go back to Korea and continue his dream.

In addition to this blog entry, I would also like to introduce to you my new two found friends; G-ho and Tamtam (not DARA's Tamtam, FYI..) And in relation to today's blog entry, G-ho and Tamtam would like to show their support to 2PM's LEADJA, PARK JAEBEOM.